Relationship (part 2)

Ok, here i come again. I shall continue writing abt my relationhsip ( as requested? haha =p). Erm, since part 1 is abt my past relationship so part 2, shall i write about my present relationship?( If u wanna ask more abt my past relationship, u can ask me directly...hahahaha....oh of coz i am not obliged 2 tell u all of it ).....


Ok, currently i have a boyfriend. (duh!) His name is Elmo Lin Miao Mou (Ling). Sounds like miao miao miao (cat's meow...) and mao ( chinese pronounciation for cat ). We 've been steading for approx 5 mth +. He is 19 this year. We are both Libra =) and our bday date only in 3 days apart. He is the 2nd n last child in his family. He is currently serving NS in Amoy Quee Camp ( 2oth Batillion Artilery) [ dnt ask me, wads his rank, i dnt knw, i thnk is erm...'private']. Oh! 1 more thing, He is PR Singaporean. His hometown is FuJian, China . Enough introduction of him yet?


Ok, how i knw him? How long have i knwn him? haha! think of it, it was rather funny. Seriously, till today i cant believe him tht i knw him online. LOL ! Ok, in fact, i'd knwn him abt 1 year ago. He started be-friend with me through friendster. He msged me in FS. Then, we chatted in MSN . Then he began smsing me. Initially i quite pity him, coz he sees me as a councillor as he was having probs with his ex-s. I sees him as rather problematic guy and i seem to be the one giving him advices. Thts all. We were just frds.


Well, it was started ths year when i began 2 be quite close to him this year. We began chatiing on the phone till late hours and i kinda of having crushes on him. I knw pretty well tht he kinda like me. It can be seen rather obvious. haha! Anyway, my 1st impression when i saw him was he was pretty gentleman,etc etc ( u can read my previous entry in january ).....


So, we getting on quite well. I am glad tht we last till today.Of coz, we had our times when we argued n fights, but yeah! we can overcome it. I just hope i can just end with him. Seriously, i've fallen deep in l*** with him XD

I Love u darling =)muach muach muach ^^V

Misses . Emo.

i'm damn emo nw. i dnt knw y. i jst feel lyk crying. nt becoz of sad thngd happenning to me.its rather gd actually. bt i just miss my best frd, my bf and my other frds whom i have nt seen them 4 quite a long tyme.I had to be apart from my frds and i hate parting. I think its da most saddenning.Dnt ya thnk so?

Relationship ( part 1)

Hmm....I believe this is a common topic for all of you. Some of u may have experienced it before , be it bad relationship or memorable relationship. Well, of coz for the minority out there who have not been in a relationship before, u have nothing to say abt it. But i think being in a relationship is not only the seen by the status ( gf&bf). Maybe some of u are close 2 each other, have the chemical romance bwtn u 2, but yet...there is no status. I think this type of 'un-status' state can be rather irritating. ( based on personal experience, k? u may disagree with me too....)
All right, move on. Today, i shall touch a bit about my past relationship as well as my current relationship. Believe it or not, i never had a boyfriend since last year. I had my 1st boyfriend last june. It all so sudden n fast. He is my best friend's friend. Call him K.Last June, he had a holiday and he went to sgapore.Initially, i didnt really like him as he is quite irritating. Always bullying me and insulting me . I hate him . But since i dnt knw Y, when we r walking in the mall, he started to play a fool. I knw he his those type quite close to girl. So i dint really bother, coz i thnk he is just playing. U knw, like open-minded PPL. Hold hands, no big deal. Ok, so he held my hands, and i just let it be. Coz, i dont care as i have stated b4 in my previous sentences. So, we started getting quite close. I dint really like him, though i admit i kinda feeling enjoyed when i am with him. We started talking on da phone, smsing, meeting each other. He didnt like me initially also. So, i guess both of us were like palying with fire? and as the fire goes big, we end up being in the big trap itself.

As tht was my 1st encounter of having so called 'boyfriend'. I am rather insecure abt having no status with him, so, i asked a status from him. He seemed reluctant @ 1st and i am kinda dejected abt it. Aniwae, he asked me whether i wanna be his gf over the phone . By this time, he had already back in jakarta. Therefore, we have LD ( Long - Distance Relationship). Our relationship lasted for 6 mths. AND BOY! I AM SO GLAD I END IT I TELL U!!!!

Initially, we r quite close . But after times goes by, we started to drift away. I dnt mind coz i knw i can trust him. And, erm...ya...i dnt wanna waste $ . ( coz i was scolded spending $200 on calling him overseas) . I think i sacrified a lot for him. And i really treat him V nice tht i treat him better like how i treat myself. Ok, u knw i stayed up till 12 midnight jst tht i cn be the 1st person to wish him happie bday. I was already tired tht night, and i afraid i may fall asleep if i lay in my bed. I even ask my good friend, Herman ( thanK You yach say...) to accompany me till 12 midnght so tht i dnt fall asleep. Then, I still call him the next day to re-wish him again. N u'll knw sumthng? My bday!! HE didnt even wish me.... He is nt da 1st one. I knw he is busy, so i dnt mind. And, i gave him 1 day allowance to wish me, yet but to no avail. And i think he wished me on 5 oct ( 3 days after my bday ) , WORSE still...he had 4getten abt my bday and my best frd was the one actually reminded him !! HE still can even defend himself by saying its nt tht bad coz he had seen me his bday gift 4 me ( which i had recieved abt 2 mths b4....) Kinda smart 4 excuses rght? dnt u guys think so....???

And the list goes on, how i feel tht i am treated rather unfair. Which of coz i blindly accept it. ...i will update again tml. Of coz...i will also blog abt my present relationship.

Cutey Stuffs.

Coincidential fate among male teens

I decided to post this entry as entirely my view as my personal opinion and observations for abt these few months, week, days, hours, minutes and seconds. (hahaha! this part so lame...i think...NVM) I 've been inspired to write such an entry as i think it is quite interesting to blog abt these stuffs rather than i blog abt my life which is nt so interesting as it may seem to be.

I think most guys nowadays are began to feel more much emotinoal and sensitive. Some may even goes to the extent that they are much more emo than some girls (well, in this case, i think those guys are much more emo than me )

The guys feel tht life is so totally depressing and they feel tht their life just totally sux. They have countless night as they are keep thinking abt it. Be it abt their relationship with gf or ex-gf or in their work . They seem unable to get over it and have countless restless night . Which in result, they have a big eye bag the next day .(OK this is just my assumption...may nt be true....i knw guys are vain nowadays bt i think gals are much more vain than them =p.)

I suggest y dnt u guys...take a break from all this misery. U cant help to change the fact wad had already happen. U may live regretting wad u have done , Feeling so damn fucked up as the senior keep bullying u @ work.. ,ur gf had dumped U...etc etc..all i asking from u guys is very simple...!! JUST 4get all abt this nonsense, i knw its hard. But i believe time will heal ur wound. To put it simply, pls just 4get all abt ur troubles.Throw it aside. SAD....HAPPY....u have to live either this way.So , let me ask U..which way will u prefer living ur whole entire life? SAD? No rght??!!! I knw tht u guys wanna be happy. Thts y..u must not be SAD.IF thts difficult, well @ least TRY nt to be sad. SAD OR HAPPY....it will not help u solve the problems u r having in. So, y dont u let urself be more happy? Who knows with light-hearted feeling, u mght able to think more clearly and solve wadever prblems u r facing =)

Well, i may nt give u guys the best idea, bt i do hope i can be a help to u guys. Life is always full of up n down. I knw tht.God gives u life, but u rule ur own life. PLS guys...be happy =)cheer up. I am always there if u guys need a listening ear. Say ur problems to anyone u trust (it may nt be me...ok...?!) .Just dont let it kept there rght inside ur heart. IT hurts! Trust me....U will feel like ur heart is tearing apart...No matter hw much tears u sheard...

Ok, this may nt goes to all the guys! But i thnk this applies to some ppl who knw me. I hope u r getting this down. please take care n be cheerful guy =) Adios Amigos...

Bintan

OK i have been enjoying my weekend in Bintan.Kinda FUN! Esp when u spent with family. Its really a family golden timing spend together =). Love it ^^.Hehe . I stayed there for saturday,sunday and monday.3 days and 2 night, well spent =) . Not regretting the time i spent there , even though wad i get in return is whole body aching. haha! We spent In Bintan Lagoon Resort.

We went to the beach , swim in the swimming pooL and played laser gun. yeay ^^ my group won...for the 1st and 2nd game! yipe^^ And, I won the 1st rank for 1st game n 2nd rank for 2nd game!! yeah...yipee ^^ Nt bad ahz? ya basically tht wads happen actually , just enjoying ourselves!



I think i kanna tanned, OH NO!! i getting darker. Sucks! hahaha..yah , erm thts all i gotta say..nt really much happenning anyway, ! take care peeps.

Sian-sified In Comp lesson....

yeay once again, i'm in comp lab having my comp lesson. Lessons are boring as usual. Well, not so. Coz they are some stuffs which are rather interesting of which i had not explored yet. So, overall now the lesson is getting better. I hope this will continue. Anyway, all the students here MOSTLY use internet to surf net, MSN chatting,etc. They did not even listen to the lecturer. This happens almost every lesson! Last week, the internet was down and everyone was literally suffering. Most of them played games tht can be found in the computer . According to my surfey, most of them played solitaire , freecel, pinball.

Ok, later update . As of now i wanna listen to the teacher.hehe,sian ah....


imoetz signing off...peace^^

What is love? love is..

To love is to suffer. To avoid suffering one must not love. But then one suffers from not loving. Therefore to love is to suffer, not to love is to suffer. To suffer is to suffer. To be happy is to love. To be happy then is to suffer. But suffering makes one unhappy. Therefore, to be unhappy one must love, or love to suffer, or suffer from too much happiness. I hope you're getting this down

school's starting

i have school on tuesday and friday. College algebra from 9-12 pm. Intro to computer application from 12-3 pm. 6 hrs in school, hmm... I thnk the food court there, sell quite a cheap food. Chicken rice $2.5o. Wan ton mee $3. Hor fun $3. Erm...i thnk its nt bad. Dont knw leh... College algebra is Ok, seems like A amth. Binomenial Theorem.... The lecturer gave us like 1 sum of assigment to be handed up on next tuesday! haha nt bad. i like him.hahas. BT his way of teaching, i dnt like. He like to beat ard the bush then go to the point. Y dnt he just go straight to the point?.....

Then, comp lesson, as i xplained in the previous entry.BORING. SO, i jst do my own work lahhh....hmm... lahh?haha. MUST change the singlish. IF nt, it gonna a total emberassing 4 me...
coz its american college. hahas. OK, 4 those who 4get or dnt knw where my school was, its @ Best Way Building. Tanjong Pagar, Shenton Way. I took 970 bus and the journey is abt 3o mins approx. Aight' thts all folks. I gotta brush Up on my C.A.( college algebra) -----> V. IMPT subject!!hahas =) take care..ciaoz

1st day in school

I am in school's comp lab nw.Having cmp lesson! SO BORING.....haiz...3 hr lesson....... wonder hw can i survive. the teacher teaches us abt basic computing.OMG LAH! so noob can! rot myself to death in this class. omg~~~ later update ciaoz